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Well, its been a long time since i did not post something here in my BLOG.. for some reason,, i do not really know but there is something wrong with the connection that maybe prohibits the people here in China to write or even view the BLOGS of other people.

It has been a year..

SO much things had happen..so many ups and downs..some people came into my life and some said goodbye.. I learn that and i always tell myself now, family first.. thanks to them I have very happy life now.. I still have good friends who are like brothers and sisters to me.. Lovelife?? I am getting there.. lolz.. What more can you ask for?!

For me to mention all the things that happen to me this year.. it would take me like forever!! But to rate it if its good or bad.. it is definitely a perfect 10!!!

Evidently, I’m not one of those person who write blogs on a regular basis..

Once i asked a friend why do people write blogs, he told me, people wants to express their opinions, their thoughts and feeling at that moment!! the conversation was quite fruitful and serious until both of us vaguely smiled and said "Pu**ngina,, baka gusto lang magpapansin" and "baka wala lang magawa sa buhay"!!

I do not say that i hate those people who write BLOGS, in fact, i have a set of entries in my friendster blogs,, i even have a title for it as it is obvious :)… In my free time I would search alot of blog from different sites, give comments. Some of my blog freak friends would even recommend a site. Thanks Mitch.

Just some of the people I know would dare to write blogs, let me just remind you, make sure that someone is reading what you have written.. you will see that in your "comment section" of your blog.. Now, if you don’t see any comment, try to make a new one!! lolz…

Reality check!!! Im one of those people na gustong magpapansin and walang magawa sa buhay.. lolz… SO whether you want me to judge on what I write on my blogs or not, feel free to do so.

And for the last hirit. "What is on your blog?"

There are something in life that you are not sure about. Well for me,, the situation is always like this.. 

I have come across a situation where I have to satisfy all the people around me,, it is not even injuring to say No to people when they ask for favors but still… many times I’ve question myself who am I trying to impressed? THEM??

I just kept on thinking why am I like this,, too kind?? nahhh,,, im not ashamed right now to say that at some point in my life,, i was really stupid! Stupid to make others homework,, stupid to lend money and not send it back,, to go on to a relationship that it would not really work…

Well,, i believe peoples’ change.. one way or the other. I have learned it would not hurt if you will say NO if you think you cannot really make possible to do it. Now that I am defnitely sure,, don’t be stupid again..

This is my first and for most blog… and I want to start it with dedicating a song to my pongyao (chinese word means my friend). This song has a  special impact in my life…  I want to share this song with my friends everywhere in the world… hahaha… Just want you know that no one can make you feel bad unless you gave them the opportunity for you to be inferior….  Peace out and GODbless you all..

Can’t Take That Away  by MAriah Carey

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

CHORUS:
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade

'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But 1 won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach

Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's a light in me that shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me